Hi there!
I am now in transit at my parent's place while moving on to another destination for a week long business trip. Since we had an argument and I left him sulking before I left last night, he has not responded to any of my text messages asking about our 15mth old baby son. I know he is still sulking and punishing me (maybe exacting revenge) when I left home with my son and did not reply his 80+ missed calls a few weeks ago.
I still feel a bit guilty for triggering him (I never learn!) but I also know that we are not responsible for their actions. Honest to God, i have been on the emotional roller coaster so many times this last couple of months and I am really tired of him wearing me thin! I was looking forward to this trip as I can get away from him but now I find myself not being able to be in contact with my son. We normally skype when I'm away. It's tearing me apart as I miss him so much and I know he misses me too. He is very attached to me and H.
Should or could I be happy knowing that I am missing my son? I have been bhiting about uNDPH to mom and sis today, both whom has been really supportive of me. But it's not enough since they can never understand what I am going through. Right now I just miss my son terribly... .
A few short encouraging words from anyone will be a good help! Thanks for reading