Crossing my fingers

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So this past Friday my stbxuBPDw notified me by text that she had found a place to live and would be moving out this coming weekend... . THANK GOD.  There have been some signs of packing and planning... . I can't believe this is finally happening.  Although I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high (a lot can happen in the next week), I feel the best I've felt in years; there is finally a light at the end of a tunnel that I can see!  I seriously feel so giddy inside, knowing that it may just be a few days before she's gone and I can start my life again!  The past few years of my life have been a pure hell, as I'm sure all of you can attest to, and knowing that it's almost over is almost too much for me to handle!  Anyone else have this kind of excitement when they were about to be on their own again? 

[ts919]

So this past Friday my stbxuBPDw notified me by text that she had found a place to live and would be moving out this coming weekend... . THANK GOD.  There have been some signs of packing and planning... . I can't believe this is finally happening.  Although I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high (a lot can happen in the next week), I feel the best I've felt in years; there is finally a light at the end of a tunnel that I can see!  I seriously feel so giddy inside, knowing that it may just be a few days before she's gone and I can start my life again!  The past few years of my life have been a pure hell, as I'm sure all of you can attest to, and knowing that it's almost over is almost too much for me to handle!  Anyone else have this kind of excitement when they were about to be on their own again? 

[itsnotme567]

My stbxuBPDw has not found a place yet but is packing and may be moving things to storage so when she finds  a place she can get away from me as quickly as possible. So yes i get excited about hopefully getting my life back soon mixed with periods of wanting her to stay.

[ts919]

Oh trust, I feel you there... . I have those moments as well... . those "am I making the right decision" moments.  But then I remember all of the absolute crazy I've had to endure for the past 3 years!