Always looking tired

[Hostage1234]

Did you ever notice during close do the end they always have big black bags under there eyes.also my ex BPD gf never once came on to me I would alway have to sake for sex.towards the end I started to say thank you for sex.thats what woke me up and new she was not normal

[Overbeck]

My alcoholic Borderline ex is a stunningly beautiful woman.

But she never smiled. And her face is starting to sag.

When I saw her a few weeks back, her great legs were flabby and she was bruised.

Sad how she looks---but her existence is so obscene to me that I could never find her allurring even if she wanted to have sex with me.

[Mr Hollande]

My ex is not stunningly beautiful in the classical sense but has a type of steely beauty with sharp features that under normal circumstances would mean she shouldn't age much. That's without the drink, illness and, since recently, drugs. The last few times we met I was amazed by how pale and haggard she had begun to look. The photos I took from the last time we were together were found 2 months later and revealed a rapidly ageing woman who with a scarf on her head and a broomstick between her legs would have made for a good witch. I instantly deleted them.

3 months out and 2 stone lighter I bumped into my old boss who went "What happened? There's nothing left of you. Oh, you finally lost the baggage? You look like it's done you a world of good!". He's not wrong. I used to look young before I met her. With her I felt old, heavy and tired before my time. I am 40 but with her gone I feel lighter and more energetic than I have in years.