Hi everyone,
As posted in another thread I broke NC last night and responded to a message my dBPDexf sent me. I was nice and understanding, but I am not interested in recycling. Ofcourse he didnt get what he wanted and threw a tantrum a 5 year old would be jealous at!
I didnt get really upset over it, it didnt affect me like it would use to. Suprisingly enough after like 30 minutes I started laughing about the whole ridiculouness of it... .
This morning I opened my computer and it seems like he managed to sent me a couple of more messages within the time frame I blocked him.
A lot of bla bla bla Im so happy with the replacement i cheated on you with, she says hi btw, you were the problem, Bla bla... .I can deal with that... .WHATEVER!
The thing that bothered me was a suggested threat (not a direct one... .) to put a "privat" video online... .Its not a big thing, its a stripnumber I did, not full nudity, but it could still be a problem. If he posts that with my name, adress, number, I could get some dificulties (jobs, preverts, harrasment... .) He knows I was really worried when I did this. It was the first time I had ever done such a thing and was uncomfortable. But since he lived across the ocean, i thought it would be nice and got out of my comfort zone... .STUPID!
In the rs he said he'd never do such a thing, but now he knows there is no way im gonna recycle AGAIN and he has nothing to loose... .Im not sure if he will respect the boundary... .
It worries me, he knows when he does it he'll get a reaction and he's dying for it... .
Any of you have experience with revenge and retaliation by your exBPD?
