Me too, Im still a bit confused, but doing this is helping me to calm down so I can see things more clearer.
Ive written all about this in two other posts. I think Ive been getting too lengthy so I lost my audience so to speak, but that's ok. This is a new chapter.
Ive been having problems with my sister who I feel is being abusive to me. I told my mother about what has been happening and she didnt want to believe a word I said. My sister has been ranting at me and being irrational. She said I was making it all up. They both live together and have for years. I feel like Ive been bullied and intentionally intimidated by my sister which has caused a tremendous amount of stress and anxiety on me. Im taking care of animals for her that belong to my Aunt who has had a stroke. Im living in the house now. It would be ok with me if she came here maybe once a day or every other day to see if I need extra help or even just to visit with me, buts she's not. She here at least 3 times a day sometimes four. I really dont see the point of even being here.Her obsessiveness of all ways showing up here has really made me nervous and uncomfortable. I dont feel she's allowing me to have any space to just relax and make myself at home. Its making me paranoid because I think she's the one who is acting paranoid and trying to police me in a sense.
Ya. that says it. and of course Ive been getting triggered and reacting which is making her come up here even more. Oh joy , rapture!
