Shes FEELS she needs to move home...

[Chasing_Ghosts]

She told me that she FEELS empty and worthless... that she FEELS everything is weighing her down and tearing her up inside... she FEELS she should move home.

Since feelings=facts does this mean shes really serious because i guess i havent quite coped with the idea of her being gone in that sense of not being able to just know shes close.

Also i kind of dropped the bomb of you need help after this and running away isnt going to solve this only self love and happiness... so im afraid i will not ever hear from her again.   

My fear of abandonment is going through the rough atm!

[Rise]

I would suspect she's serious right now if that's what she's really feeling. The bigger question is though, how long are those feelings going to last? She may literally wake up tomorrow and feel differently. That's a big reason I can't be in a relationship with my ex. Everything is based on how she's feeling, and part of her disorder is rapidly changing emotions. There's just no consistency.