Help me analyze this. Am I crazy?

[vortex of confusion]

Wow, you guys are awesome!

In my state, it is perfectly legal to record. I know somebody involved in a custody dispute and I know that she records all of her interactions with certain parties.

I am still trying to wrap my mind around some of the things you all are saying. I know it is the cold hard truth but I am having a difficult time accepting that my husband could possibly behave like that given the fact that he can be so passive.

That whole other me is still buried pretty deep and is trying to dig her way out. The more information I can get and the more prepared I can be, the better. Thank you all for the information! Please keep it coming because I know that my judgment and ability to see straight is very, very clouded.