I'm checking out.

[Infern0]

I'd like to thank everyone on this site for the support and help.

I'm back in NC with my ex, and want it to stay that way so here's hoping that she stays away and if not that I can fend off her attempts to friendzone me

It's been a weird year,  heaven at the start and then 6 months of hell but I am ready for this journey to be over.

What's helped me is accepting that the person I fell in love with wasn't real,  it was a fantastic acting job that someone did of playing the role of my ideal girlfriend.

I know the character,  I don't know the actress.  I no longer love this individual.  That's the first time I have been able to say that and know it to be the truth.

I am ready to move on from the BPD adventure so in doing that I'll be off the site,  hopefully if I do come back it's with good news that I'm still free and not that I fell off the wagon again.

Good luck all and thanks again.

[Loveofhislife]

Infern0:  you will be missed.  Congratulations.  I wish you the best, and hope we all are where you are very soon. Thank you for wise and thoughtful words.

[Faith1520]

Congratulations and best of luck to you!

[Xidion]

Good luck, man. A lot of your posts have helped me tremendously. I'll miss your insight. I can't wait till I'm to the point to where I can accept the same you have.

[Cielo]

Thanks for your help... .good luck

[guy4caligirl]

Thank you Inferno wish the best of luck you deserve happiness !

[Bak86]

Wish you well!