And the ST starts..

[Depression = 72% of members]

So my exBPD is now not talking to me like I did something wrong after he completely went off on me with all his hate, they truly are master manipulators. He tried to find himself a replacement and I may have had something to do with that not working out because I'm tired of being thrown away like garbage. So he PROMISED he would not talk to this female again and lone behold after 2 hours of that promise already broke it. Completely unbelievable to me and he had the nerve to rage on me and try to turn it on me somehow which didn't work cause  I'm tired of it. He left the house to go to his basketball game and told me I better not show up where he is which of course I did not so when he got home and I wasnt sitting home like he always expects I immediately got nasty texts telling me I'm a dirty b****, I better not be f***** with his baby in my stomach. Yet I walked into the house two minutes after he got home and he still continued to rage, so clearly me not just sitting at home waiting for him set him off. How does one put up with all of this? It seems so extreme to me.

[Johnsok]

So my exBPD is now not talking to me like I did something wrong after he completely went off on me with all his hate, they truly are master manipulators. He tried to find himself a replacement and I may have had something to do with that not working out because I'm tired of being thrown away like garbage. So he PROMISED he would not talk to this female again and lone behold after 2 hours of that promise already broke it. Completely unbelievable to me and he had the nerve to rage on me and try to turn it on me somehow which didn't work cause  I'm tired of it. He left the house to go to his basketball game and told me I better not show up where he is which of course I did not so when he got home and I wasnt sitting home like he always expects I immediately got nasty texts telling me I'm a dirty b****, I better not be f***** with his baby in my stomach. Yet I walked into the house two minutes after he got home and he still continued to rage, so clearly me not just sitting at home waiting for him set him off. How does one put up with all of this? It seems so extreme to me.

[Reforming]

Hi Johnsok

I'm so sorry that you're going through this right now.

I can imagine that being heavily pregnant makes his behaviour particularly frightening and upsetting. Do you have any friends or family who can give you support right now. You and your baby deserve to be somewhere safe

Reforming