Unblocked from texting, but calling is still blocked. Any theories?

[Beware of Junk Psychology...]

I have to admit that this really shakes my longstanding beliefs and opinions regarding faith, God, trust, loyalty, persistence, sacrifice, giving, love and just being a good person in general. Its not always the case that any of those things matter (I always thought that they did); in the end, I have been wasting my time.

Learning is not wasting time; the only useless pain is the pain we don't use.  Those things do matter, and you can now make a choice: make your heart smaller and build a wall around it to protect it, or make it expand even more and insist that you share those traits with the world, and the people who show up in your life when you're coming from that place are the ones who are supposed to, right when we need the to.  Exciting!

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I have to admit that this really shakes my longstanding beliefs and opinions regarding faith, God, trust, loyalty, persistence, sacrifice, giving, love and just being a good person in general. Its not always the case that any of those things matter (I always thought that they did); in the end, I have been wasting my time.

Learning is not wasting time; the only useless pain is the pain we don't use.  Those things do matter, and you can now make a choice: make your heart smaller and build a wall around it to protect it, or make it expand even more and insist that you share those traits with the world, and the people who show up in your life when you're coming from that place are the ones who are supposed to, right when we need the to.  Exciting!

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I have to admit that this really shakes my longstanding beliefs and opinions regarding faith, God, trust, loyalty, persistence, sacrifice, giving, love and just being a good person in general. Its not always the case that any of those things matter (I always thought that they did); in the end, I have been wasting my time.

You really cared for her.  It didn't work out.  That is a huge loss.

I really thought ... .some subtle signs that I saw provided an indication that she might be ready to communicate, but it looks like I might have mis-read these signs.

The important thing is you can read the signs more clearly, now.

In the end, she only saw two emails.  The rest of the stuff was blocked - so its as it never existed (which is good, it was probably too much).