no longer in denial

[VIDEO: "What is parental alienation?"]

hello, I am Jason.

I am a people pleasure/fixer. I am in a toxic relationship with a npd, BPD, histrionic.

I  want to leave, but don't quite have the tools yet. Every time I try I get sucked back in. This whole ordeal is confusing, depressing, has me anxious, but I believe it will eventually be enlightening.

[jasonb]

hello, I am Jason.

I am a people pleasure/fixer. I am in a toxic relationship with a npd, BPD, histrionic.

I  want to leave, but don't quite have the tools yet. Every time I try I get sucked back in. This whole ordeal is confusing, depressing, has me anxious, but I believe it will eventually be enlightening.

[Lucky Jim]

Hey Jason, You are among friends here, many of whom (including me) share your tendency to caretake others.  It's part of the usual dynamic between a Non and a pwBPD.  We know the pattern, believe me.  Maybe you could tell us more about your SO and why you think she is NPD, BPD or HPD?  LJ