Blame

[JerryRG]

I blamed myself for your unhappiness.

I blamed myself for your misery.

I blamed myself for your pain.

I blamed myself for your lies.

I blamed myself for your drama.

I blamed myself for your rage.

I blamed myself for your addictions.

I blamed myself for your abuse.

I blamed myself for your craziness.

I blamed myself for you abandoning our son.

I blamed myself for not being perfect.

I blamed myself for wanting to die.

Then I found the truth.

In AA and Alanon.

I wasn't the blame for any of these things.

I have changed.

I am free.

You,

are still,

you.

[Teereese]

Hello JerryRG, that is huge.

I relate. I blamed myself and I allowed my stbx to blame me.

He is still him.