No she is a therapist herself and she has refuse meds , she just blames everything on everyone else. It is driving me crazy and Im depressed all the time
A BPD as a therapist - that makes my skin crawl... .!
The first priority in living with a BPD is taking care of yourself. It sounds like your mental state isn't great. This is normally because you are too enmeshed with her. Her world is chaotic - that doesn't need to be your world.
How are you Validation conversation skills?
Do you socialise or have non-work time
without her?