Hello,
I sure can I understand that confusion and hurt!
What makes you think he suffers from BPD? I think the first step for you here is to learn about the disorder and the challenges you will face if you are to continue with this relationship. Reading other peoples stories will help you gain some perspective.
To that end I encourage you to check out the articles found in the right side bar ------->
Please feel comfortable asking any questions and sharing more of your story. It helps to bring some clarity when you write it all out.
