Merry Christmas to all you Non BP's

[Lockjaw]

Hope its a good one for you. My kids come home at 8:30 PM, I haven't seen them for 11 days.

I am trying not to dwell on the feelings of being a failure, always being wrong, and never being heard, and quite honestly, its been tough. And then I have my parents, who even at 50 years of age, still don't get their son. It may be a half a xanax day.

I am sure my neighbors appreciate the loud music.   

So my Christmas wish to you all is you hear me tell you that ALL OF YOU, EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU IS A GOOD PERSON!

Blessings!

[Tattered Heart]

Tha j you! I need this today. My 2 year old niece has been rude to me all weekend and my husband is being a grouch. I feel disassociated with everyone today and I realized how little I have in common with my family. Trying to get through the next couple hours so I can have a good cry when I get home.  Christmas hasn't been the same since my dad died 6 years ago. He made it special. Today it's just blah.