Hi
Pleasehelp!
Good to hear from you and catch up a bit on how you are doing.
Sounds like little by little you are able to go deeper into your understanding.
In my own life I've found that the more I listen and pay attention to my own inner children, they begin to grasp that someone cares for them and slowly, slowly they start to trust me, and the clamoring for attention gets less and less because they know I'm there. Of course there are triggers which cause them to become afraid and need comforting, but they've begun to integrate with me, and I find myself becoming more whole. It's as if we are becoming one person, integrating together. At first I didn't know they existed, then they were scattered all over. Much closer to center for all of us now.
Here's a thought I wanted to share with you. When you go off into these imaginations, have you ever pondered what needs you might be seeking to have met? Maybe you have already done this and, I apologize if you've already gone over this in another post someplace. I've recently discovered through my own moments that sometimes I have the same mind wanderings over and over. When I took time to stop and ask myself what needs I kept hoping to have met, I began having some incredible insights in to some of my deeper soul needs. For example, I often wished for someone to rescue me from the abusive childhood I had with my uBPDm. What did that say to me? I thought about it and realized I wanted someone who cared and loved me and who wouldn't abandon me. Through that I began to ask how was I to get these needs met in a healthy manner? That really has helped me discover some new insights myself, and I thought it might help you too.
Thanks for keeping in touch!
Wools