Hey M. uniflora: We all need a good listening ear from time to time. The links below go to search engines, where you can search for a therapist. You can search for the area where you live. Most of them reference what insurance coverage they accept, what they specialize in and the type of therapy they offer. If you are paying cash, you can always negotiate. Some therapists will use a sliding scale and offer a discount to lower income people
https://therapists.psychologytoday.com/https://www.findapsychologist.org/This is a safe place to share. We are all anonymous. It could be helpful for you to share your story with others. Journaling privately can help, but gaining validation and input from others can help more.
We are here with listening ears, should you decide to share your story.
Take care.