Just found out. I am the replacement.

[Edenalterego]

Just as the titled said. I came in in the middle of the picture. I wasn't so much a replacement because supposedly I was the "bf" and he is the "friend". I was just used for comfort and loneliness until she gets who she really wanted all along. Realization hurts. I failed to see all the signs and now I hate myself and look down at myself because I lost myself in the process of involving with her. I lasted 3 months. They have lasted a year and still going strong.

I guess I never loved her enough to be able to say I wish her happy with him. Yet I can't bring myself to hate her. I want to be angry at her. I want to be angry... .