My intuition was right about my x

[Idsrvt2]

For about a week now I have had this intense feeling something was not ok with him... .and I was battling reaching out about the mail as we are on LC right now meaning I only speak when need to and he says nothing.

Well he's called out yet again... .he never does that ... .

If what he said was true when we were together he said he would go thru periods he could not work and would sit and stare at the computer ... .he did this once prior and a few were worried about him even I asked and he claimed he was sick... .

I'm glad I did not reach out to him because that could have been very bad timing... .
I do still care about his mental state ... .I don't think I will ever stop caring itsbjust from a distance now. 

I won't ask how he is when he returns... .which I hope won't be for a few more days... .I kinda like the peace.

So maybe afterall he's not doing well either
That's why I wanted to just have a peaceful talk about the mail to release us from this maddens.

In the meantime I tended to my health and will focus on me now as I have to... .I'm just posting here to get this out there ... .I get these intuitions often and they are often always right.

I know I tried everything I could