So long story short, my ex began giving me the silent treatment out of nowhere while we were just casually texting eachother and I began trying to go NC for about a week, I ended up breaking NC and sent her a long apology basically apologizing for everything I believe she could have perceived as "wrong" during our relationship and ended it by reiterating that if she ever needed to talk to anyone I would be there for her and got no reply as I was expecting. After this I fully committed to NC and ended up doing something on social media that I knew would provoke a response from her, in response to this she blocked me on almost everything I have connected to her except one of her private accounts. As much as I didnt want this to bother me, I ended up messaging her on this private account telling her I was worried and wanted to make sure she was all right and finally got a response of "Im alright, please dont message me again". My question is do I respect her wishes and hope that she reaches out someday, or do I try to reach out again in vain with the hope that something I say may paint me white? I want to believe she still cares about me due to the fact that what I did on social media provoked such a massive response from her considering she hasnt spoken to me for two weeks before this but now I feel even more lost then I did before sadly
Any response is greatly appreciated
thank you all so much this site has been extremely helpful with this whole situation