Hi Tina1908
I would like to join
wendydarling in welcoming you here.
You mention not having being formally diagnosed, but are certain you have it. Are you talking about BPD? What are you biggest struggles at the moment?
I am sorry you are feeling so scared and alone right now. You say you are starting your life over, taking it one step at a time seems wise then. Opening up about your struggles and reaching out for support and advice is an important first step