Hi
HighLife,
Welcome to the site!
As
Radcliff says, you're in a supportive community here. A lot of us will be able to understand and relate to what you're going through. I myself have a jealous and possessive boyfriend who sounds very much like your husband - he feels very threatened if I go out without him and, like your husband, he seems to equate any kind of "going out" with "planning to cheat". I very much understand the temptation to give in and stay home (I've done that myself on occasion), but you know that this wouldn't be healthy for you or address the underlying issues.
When I first came here and posted about my situation, another member sent me a link to a workshop on dealing with jealous partners, which had some useful info:
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=78324.0Do your husband's tempers involve physical violence or threats of violence?
On the times that you do manage to go out, what happens when you get back? Does he calm down pretty quickly once you're home or does he keep it going for a while?