Home page of BPDFamily.com, online relationship supportMember registration here
September 28, 2024, 12:23:47 PM *
Welcome, Guest. Please login or register.

Login with username, password and session length
Board Admins: Kells76, Once Removed, Turkish
Senior Ambassadors: EyesUp, SinisterComplex
  Help!   Boards   Please Donate Login to Post New?--Click here to register  
bing
Survey: How do you compare?
Adult Children Sensitivity
67% are highly sensitive
Romantic Break-ups
73% have five or more recycles
Physical Hitting
66% of members were hit
Depression Test
61% of members are moderate-severe
108
Pages: [1]   Go Down
« previous next »
  Print  
Author Topic: Panda - Signing off  (Read 719 times)
Panda39
********
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Romantic partner’s ex
Relationship status: SO and I have been together 9 years and have just moved in together this summer.
Posts: 3462
« on: January 02, 2019, 09:22:22 PM »
Hi all,

Today my total time logged on to this site hit 100 days and I think this is were I stop.  It has been a blessing in so many ways to have found the BPD Family!

I was a toxic angry Panda when I first arrived here and now I just roll around, have fun and eat bamboo.  I want to thank everyone past and present that supported me, shared information, shared tools, moved me along my journey and just listened.

I have a good understanding of what I can expect in terms of my SO's uBPDxw, I have good insight into what my SO's daughters might be feeling or needing, and I even have a better understanding of the relationship I have with my own mother and of myself.

I need to focus my energy back on me and taking care of me.  I'm entering into a 9 month wellness program that will need my focus and energy so that is where I am headed next.  I will check in periodically but I expect it to be here much less frequently than I have been.

I'm wishing you all radical acceptance, self love, and continued progress on your journeys.

Thank you   Welcome new member (click to insert in post)
Panda39
Logged
"Have you ever looked fear in the face and just said, I just don't care" -Pink
Cat Familiar
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Romantic partner
Posts: 7501
« Reply #1 on: January 02, 2019, 10:12:53 PM »
Panda,
I wish you the best in your journeys and many thanks for your wisdom and insight. Many blessings for your self care.   

Cat
Logged
“The Four Agreements  1. Be impeccable with your word.  2. Don’t take anything personally.  3. Don’t make assumptions.  4. Always do your best. ”     ― Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom
Turkish
BOARD ADMINISTRATOR
**
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Other
Relationship status: "Divorced"/abandoned by SO in Feb 2014; Mother with BPD, PTSD, Depression and Anxiety: RIP in 2021.
Posts: 12176


Dad to my wolf pack
« Reply #2 on: January 02, 2019, 10:14:46 PM »
I'll miss you.  You are a great asset here, reaching out to others, helping so many all over the boards.   
Logged
    “For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack.” ― Rudyard Kipling
GaGrl
Ambassador
********
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Romantic partner’s ex
Posts: 5755
« Reply #3 on: January 02, 2019, 11:59:21 PM »
I will miss you, Panda. Our journeys were similar, having SOs with the uBPD exes. Your experiences with your SO's children were significantly similar. I too have travelled the anger-to-acceptance-to-health journey.

I wish you well.
Logged

"...what's past is prologue; what to come,
In yours and my discharge."
Only Human
*******
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Child
Relationship status: divorced since the 90's
Posts: 1027


Love is still the answer
« Reply #4 on: January 03, 2019, 01:20:17 AM »
I will miss you. Thanks for reaching out to so many of us here. Take good care of you, Panda.

~ OH
Logged

"It's our god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved."
-Jason Mraz, I'm Yours
HappyChappy
********
Offline Offline

What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 1653
« Reply #5 on: January 03, 2019, 03:45:53 AM »
Hey Panada,

It's been an absolute pleasure to share the same forum as you. You are indeed smarter than the average bear (Boo Boo), and have a real talent for helping folk on these boards. You will be sorely missed. Shame Pandas are so rare. Why is it they only eat a certain type of bamboo ?  Take care.   
Logged
Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go. Wilde.
Notwendy
********
Offline Offline

What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 10897
« Reply #6 on: January 03, 2019, 06:22:13 AM »
Panda- thank you for all your contributions and I wish you the best !
Logged
Kwamina
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 3535
« Reply #7 on: January 03, 2019, 06:52:02 AM »
Quote from: Panda39 on January 02, 2019, 09:22:22 PM
I was a toxic angry Panda when I first arrived here and now I just roll around, have fun and eat bamboo.

Yes look at you now:




I want to thank you for all you've done for the bpdfamily community. You've responded to and guided many members on here. You're an important and valued part of this community, you've contributed your panda all which I very much appreciate  It has been awesome witnessing your growth, warmth, humor and empathy and how you've been there for your SO's daughters

Enjoy the wellness program!

The Board Parrot salutes you Panda and thanks you for your service  
Logged
Oh, give me liberty! For even were paradise my prison, still I should long to leap the crystal walls.
Harri
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 5981
« Reply #8 on: January 03, 2019, 09:46:01 AM »
Panda, I am so thankful for everything you have shared with me on the boards.  I remember you saying once long ago that you wanted to scoop up little Harri and give her a hug and as weird as it is to say, I felt that hug.  I have witnessed you do the very same to so many others here, sharing your story, what you have learned in your special way and it has been wonderful.

I shall miss you but I am so very happy you are moving on to better things.

You are fabulous!   
Logged
  "What is to give light must endure burning." ~Viktor Frankl
zachira
Ambassador
********
Online Online

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Sibling
Posts: 3366
« Reply #9 on: January 03, 2019, 01:27:16 PM »
Thank you for all your contributions. You are being a good role model by putting your own self care first. We are delighted to have you contribute when you would like to as you have lots of compassion and experience.
Logged
Feeling Better
*****
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Child
Posts: 742
« Reply #10 on: January 03, 2019, 05:54:26 PM »
Panda

I just want to say that I have read lots of your posts and many of the wise words that you have posted have helped me lots, so I want to thank you for that, and for just being here.

I wish you all the best 

FB x
Logged


If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading ~ Lao Tzu
JNChell
a.k.a. "WTL"
********
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Ex-romantic partner
Relationship status: Dissolved
Posts: 3520
« Reply #11 on: January 03, 2019, 09:00:43 PM »
Panda39, I’m glad that I was here when you were. You were a good mentor. I hope you’ll visit here and there. Take good care.
Logged
“Adversity can destroy you, or become your best seller.”
-a new friend
Skip
Site Director
***
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Ex-romantic partner
Posts: 7021
« Reply #12 on: January 03, 2019, 09:37:27 PM »
I wish you the very best in your future journey. Thank you for being so helpful to the many members you have supported over the years.
Logged
 
aslowrealization
**
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 70
« Reply #13 on: January 04, 2019, 10:13:36 AM »
Thank you for your wisdom, Panda, and for sharing part of the journey with us 
Logged
Kwamina
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 3535
« Reply #14 on: January 05, 2019, 06:04:44 AM »
One more thing Panda before you go... .with great pride and joy I can tell you that you've been awarded The Community Medal of Honor with special Board Animal distinction:



 
Logged
Oh, give me liberty! For even were paradise my prison, still I should long to leap the crystal walls.
JNChell
a.k.a. "WTL"
********
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Ex-romantic partner
Relationship status: Dissolved
Posts: 3520
« Reply #15 on: January 05, 2019, 09:01:05 PM »
I hope that your shoes will be filled.
Logged
“Adversity can destroy you, or become your best seller.”
-a new friend
Harri
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 5981
« Reply #16 on: January 05, 2019, 11:36:17 PM »
JNChell... .that can't be done... .  No one can replace Panda.  But I can be thankful for the love, support, friendship, kindness and wisdom she has shared with me and so many others here.
Logged
  "What is to give light must endure burning." ~Viktor Frankl
JNChell
a.k.a. "WTL"
********
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Ex-romantic partner
Relationship status: Dissolved
Posts: 3520
« Reply #17 on: January 05, 2019, 11:57:59 PM »
Right on, Harri. I loved how pragmatic she was. She used pragmatism in ways like I’ve never seen. She’s good at it. Skip’s video cracked me up. I’ll be happy when she chimes in from time to time.
Logged
“Adversity can destroy you, or become your best seller.”
-a new friend
Kwamina
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 3535
« Reply #18 on: January 06, 2019, 02:13:27 AM »
You're such a cute beagle in Panda's clothing Harri
Logged
Oh, give me liberty! For even were paradise my prison, still I should long to leap the crystal walls.
Harri
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 5981
« Reply #19 on: January 06, 2019, 02:22:58 AM »
Thanks Parrot... .but sadly I am not even close to being like Panda... . 
Logged
  "What is to give light must endure burning." ~Viktor Frankl
Kwamina
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Male
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 3535
« Reply #20 on: January 06, 2019, 02:32:49 AM »
Quote from: Harri on January 06, 2019, 02:22:58 AM
Thanks Parrot... .but sadly I am not even close to being like Panda... . 

You sure about that?



 
Logged
Oh, give me liberty! For even were paradise my prison, still I should long to leap the crystal walls.
Harri
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 5981
« Reply #21 on: January 06, 2019, 02:41:21 AM »
Hilarious!

Too bad I can't find a panda parrot... .
Logged
  "What is to give light must endure burning." ~Viktor Frankl
madeline7
****
Offline Offline

What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 343
« Reply #22 on: January 06, 2019, 10:02:49 AM »
Wishing you the best!
Logged
Woolspinner2000
Retired Staff
*
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Relationship status: Divorced
Posts: 2012
« Reply #23 on: January 07, 2019, 07:39:30 PM »
Oh Panda,

I shall miss you! Greatly! You have been an incredible part of the PSI team, and before that the Coping and Healing Team. It's always been my wonderful pleasure to serve alongside of you in supporting our members and the hurting souls that come seeking comfort. You are a cheerleader and an encourager. I have been able to see you heal and grow too, and that has been such a transformation to behold.

Lots of hugs and well wishes for your next healthy journey! 

 
Wools
Logged
There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind.  -C.S. Lewis
Libra
****
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 264
« Reply #24 on: January 09, 2019, 01:22:17 AM »
Panda,

Thank you for helping so many by sharing your uniqueness, insights and empathy.

Wishing you a balanced, bamboo-filled Panda life.

 Welcome new member (click to insert in post)
Libra.
Logged
Don't do unto others what you don't want others to do unto you. ~ Confucius.
freespirit
****
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Other
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Posts: 369


Cosmic The Cat
« Reply #25 on: January 09, 2019, 01:48:45 PM »
Thank you for your service to bpdfamily, panda39    
Excerpt
"You ask 'How to manifest a miracle?'... .
The Parrot's answer:
'By believing in the possibility of miracles happening and working very hard to make that possibility a reality'.
To quote our favorite panda (panda39): "You gotta keep on truckin'!" "



    Welcome new member (click to insert in post)  


Logged
The Truth Waits Until We Are Ready.
Fie
******
Offline Offline

Gender: Female
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Parent
Relationship status: Single
Posts: 803
« Reply #26 on: January 09, 2019, 04:32:54 PM »
Hello Panda  Welcome new member (click to insert in post)

Also a big thank you from me ... your words and kindness have been very valuable to me.

xxx
Fie
Logged
Can You Help Us Stay on the Air in 2024?
Pages: [1]   Go Up
  Print  
BPDFamily.com > Children, Parents, or Relatives with BPD > Parent, Sibling, or In-law Suffering from BPD > Topic: Panda - Signing off
 « previous next »
 
Jump to:  

Our 2023 Financial Sponsors
We are all appreciative of the members who provide the funding to keep BPDFamily on the air.
12years
alterK
AskingWhy
At Bay
Cat Familiar
CoherentMoose
drained1996
EZEarache
Flora and Fauna
ForeverDad
Gemsforeyes
Goldcrest
Harri
healthfreedom4s
hope2727
khibomsis
Lemon Squeezy
Memorial Donation (4)
Methos
Methuen
Mommydoc
Mutt
P.F.Change
Penumbra66
Red22
Rev
SamwizeGamgee
Skip
Swimmy55
Tartan Pants
Turkish
whirlpoollife


Powered by MySQL Powered by PHP Powered by SMF 1.1.21 | SMF © 2006-2020, Simple Machines Valid XHTML 1.0! Valid CSS!