Hi Fredjamin and welcome to the family
I am sorry about what you are going through but I am glad you found us. We are a supportive community and can offer information, tools and advice as well a a virtual shoulder to lean on and a save place to vent and collect your thoughts.
Is this the first time your spouse hinted at suicide?
I started reading the book “walking on eggshells” and found myself in several of the stories and situations. I feel hurt, confused, frustrated, lost, foolish, and bitter.
Would you mind sharing some of these stories and situations? Maybe a recent one?
The more we know about you and your situation, the better we can help you.