Hey ndelush79
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I have cheated on him and have verbally and emotionally attacked him
Here's an article on ending conflict/not making things worseIts a short read and really useful, its about taking note of our own share of the dysfunctional patterns that a BPD relationship can develop into.
I know he still loves me but he doesn't know how to trust me again. Any advice?
What level of trust would you say you're looking for from him?