Hi there Tugboat
First of all I want to say I am so sorry to read about your husband's prognosis...so sorry that at this point he is so much in need of a softening in the relationship with his/your daughter.
I've been reading your posts with interest and can relate to so much of what you write about your daughter. Our daughter is now 54 and since early teens has never seemed to be able to take responsibility for the ills that have befelled her. I, her Mom, have been the main culprit.
We have gone through many periods of no contact with her...this present period well into its 4th year. Oh how I have cried. Thankfully, in the past couple of years, I have pretty well been able to bring my pity-parties to an end. In our twilight years my husband and I are void of all her dramatic episodes and life is pretty good.
I have read a lot of books on BPD. I have been participating on/in this forum for a few years now. I have worked/picked my way through the website. Along the way I have been able to put some of the "tricks-of-the-trade" into action when dealing with my daughter. One that was a real "Aha!" moment for me was learning about communicating her and not...
J-A-D-E. That is...
I shouldn't Justify...Argue...Deny...Explain. It dawned on me that I was always adding fuel to her fire when I did...endless and escalating anger. Yes, it is important to validate but there is a limit as to how many times one is expected to validate. Above,
Incadove explains her strategy.
I can well understand your concern that your daughter is not doing her part in looking after her health. For a few years I watched as our son suffered in pain because he wouldn't have dental work done. How hard it was to convince myself that this was HIS problem...not mine. The head-shaking story continues as he now lives with ill-fitting dentures that he just can't get around to having fixed. HIS problem...not mine.
What with your own age...your husband's age/problems...you are very vulnerable. It is good to read that your daughter is able to calm herself down, even apologise. Good to read she goes to counselling. Still, so much is on your shoulders to bring about change. Keep reading. Keep coming back here. Keep working on different approaches. Think about boundaries. Sounds like your daughter is pretty privileged...living in your house...using your car. Remember, though, change comes in baby steps...no dramatic turn arounds in these difficult people
who share our lives.
From one Mom to another...a ((HUG).
Huat