I cannot believe I am back here
I cannot believe I am back here
I turned a blind eye to more than a few red flags. But I was happy so what. Then other things that weren’t perfect but whatever. Well since the quarantine we’d been apart. ~3 weeks. Last Sunday I drop off Easter baskets for her kids and this weird feeling hits me. She wouldn’t cone out to see me. Don’t see each other on Easter doesn’t call me Monday either. Tuesday night she calls me Very emotional and it’s over. We had been together 2 years. In February she said she wanted to get engaged this year. 3 weeks later we don’t speak and I’m fairly sure she’s found her new source. Fun while it lasted but definitely sucks tonight. I don’t know what to think anymore. I’ll miss her and her family. Just a very abrupt discard. Go from talking tge future and being together every night to zero. I’m crazy busy between work and the kids school work so no time to be upset these days. I just have this did that really just happen to me feeling.
I swear I’ll never learn
