Harmony, this is a safe place. We get it.
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I've been in your shoes and it can really eat away at your soul. You're worth loving and cherishing, and his rages are coming from anger or hurt inside of his that has not been addressed. In time, and with work, you can come back to a place of peace and feeling centered.
What triggered your husband's anger last time and how do you respond? What kind of mood disorder was your husband diagnosed with?
There is hope.
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