Help. I triggered her BPD now im no good to her

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Please help.
I told her i had fallen for her because she is a beautiful fragle delicate woman but her disorder make her very superficial very blunt about her sexual preferences and enjoys and gives herself to pretty much any C@$# tht plays yes man to her and shows her a good time its sad shes addicted to meth which obviously cant help her disorder but or relationship is weird we had started to engage sexually but we both knew it was nsa..and both were ok with tht and things were great but as we'd be together its intense and she will say and do things tht can only make one feel tht there is more then nsA..and at first it didnt hit me but it kept gitting stronger her passion i guess i would say or could've just bin extreme lust but the first hurtful BPD sititutation she gave me unknowing at the time of her BPD we were being intimate and the moment after her climax she rudely says as she's jerking herself out from under me with such uncouth says get off me. Eww i told u i didnt want to do tht

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Please help.
I told her i had fallen for her because she is a beautiful fragle delicate woman but her disorder make her very superficial very blunt about her sexual preferences and enjoys and gives herself to pretty much any C@$# tht plays yes man to her and shows her a good time its sad shes addicted to meth which obviously cant help her disorder but or relationship is weird we had started to engage sexually but we both knew it was nsa..and both were ok with tht and things were great but as we'd be together its intense and she will say and do things tht can only make one feel tht there is more then nsA..and at first it didnt hit me but it kept gitting stronger her passion i guess i would say or could've just bin extreme lust but the first hurtful BPD sititutation she gave me unknowing at the time of her BPD we were being intimate and the moment after her climax she rudely says as she's jerking herself out from under me with such uncouth says get off me. Eww i told u i didnt want to do tht