Today...

[theboro504]

Is the day a year ago of our first date. Oh what I'd do for a time machine. Hopefully by today next year, the ripping of my soul will be healed; and I won't be as foolish as I was this time last year.

I have as of Monday decided to block all means of her contacting me again. I feel good about it so far. I gave too much and owe nothing. Now that she is online dating, she has a whole new bucket of men to choose from anyway. At least now I don't have to wonder if the next text or email is her. Before her, I was in a good place, alone but content. I will be back there soon and hopefully wiser and more able to say NO

[Hellothere]

Is the day a year ago of our first date. Oh what I'd do for a time machine. Hopefully by today next year, the ripping of my soul will be healed; and I won't be as foolish as I was this time last year.

I have as of Monday decided to block all means of her contacting me again. I feel good about it so far. I gave too much and owe nothing. Now that she is online dating, she has a whole new bucket of men to choose from anyway. At least now I don't have to wonder if the next text or email is her. Before her, I was in a good place, alone but content. I will be back there soon and hopefully wiser and more able to say NO

Good to hear you are taking a positive outlook on things now. I garuntee with no contact and focusing on your own life you will be happy again.

You are taking the right steps toward healing so good luck!

[theboro504]

I'm not totally unhappy, just still a bit numb and every now and then, the shock of it returns. Thank you

[Hellothere]

Yeah it will come back every now and then, sometimes when you least expect it.

The important thing is we are free from more of the negative and can make our lives positive!