My apology letter

[Depression = 72% of members]

I'm sorry that I let you ruin virtually every... .single... .holiday and birthdays

I'm sorry I didn't immediately take you when you agreed that you need help, because 24 hrs. later

you would claim you were fine and I'm the one that needed help

I'm sorry I waited till 4am to take the phone away from you, I would have done it sooner if I

had known you were up all night, calling and raging at people for past incidents

I'm sorry I left the keys to my truck, otherwise you may not have done 5K worth of damage by

intentionally crashing it

I'm sorry that you are sorry that you smashed my guitar, I believe it's the only sincere apology you

have ever given me

I'm sorry that all 3 of our children have seen you hit me, I should have blindfolded them

I'm sorry that it took me two and a half years to smooth things over with my sister before she would

allow you back in her house

I'm sorry I had to beat up that fella and get thrown in jail, since the incident was 100% your fault,

I should have stayed out of it

I'm sorry I believed and trusted you, you told me you cheated in every single serious relationship you

have had, why should I think I was special?

I'm sorry I let you come between me and my family, I missed out on a lot of things

I'm sorry I let the kids see and hear so many ugly, hurtful and hateful things, my shield is only so big

I'm sorry I didn't put up a better defense when you bloodied my lip and nose two hrs after my mother's

funeral, oh, I forgot, I knew you in a stressful situation and I should have been prepared-my bad 

I'm sorry you hurt and pushed away every single friend you made while we were together, I should have

not let you make any friends

I'm sorry I "drove you to do all these things" and I am sorry I still can't believe you actually told me that

I'm sorry I don't have the time or energy to keep this list going, because I could

I'm mostly sorry that you will probably never get help, you don't want help, because if you ever found out

that the cocoon you have created was wrong, then you would be wrong, your world would crash, and time

would stop, and you would find no reason to wind the clock

whew!

Now... .WHERE'S THE TYLENOL!

[JonnyKrunch]

I'm sorry that I let you ruin virtually every... .single... .holiday and birthdays

I'm sorry I didn't immediately take you when you agreed that you need help, because 24 hrs. later

you would claim you were fine and I'm the one that needed help

I'm sorry I waited till 4am to take the phone away from you, I would have done it sooner if I

had known you were up all night, calling and raging at people for past incidents

I'm sorry I left the keys to my truck, otherwise you may not have done 5K worth of damage by

intentionally crashing it

I'm sorry that you are sorry that you smashed my guitar, I believe it's the only sincere apology you

have ever given me

I'm sorry that all 3 of our children have seen you hit me, I should have blindfolded them

I'm sorry that it took me two and a half years to smooth things over with my sister before she would

allow you back in her house

I'm sorry I had to beat up that fella and get thrown in jail, since the incident was 100% your fault,

I should have stayed out of it

I'm sorry I believed and trusted you, you told me you cheated in every single serious relationship you

have had, why should I think I was special?

I'm sorry I let you come between me and my family, I missed out on a lot of things

I'm sorry I let the kids see and hear so many ugly, hurtful and hateful things, my shield is only so big

I'm sorry I didn't put up a better defense when you bloodied my lip and nose two hrs after my mother's

funeral, oh, I forgot, I knew you in a stressful situation and I should have been prepared-my bad 

I'm sorry you hurt and pushed away every single friend you made while we were together, I should have

not let you make any friends

I'm sorry I "drove you to do all these things" and I am sorry I still can't believe you actually told me that

I'm sorry I don't have the time or energy to keep this list going, because I could

I'm mostly sorry that you will probably never get help, you don't want help, because if you ever found out

that the cocoon you have created was wrong, then you would be wrong, your world would crash, and time

would stop, and you would find no reason to wind the clock

whew!

Now... .WHERE'S THE TYLENOL!

[crookedeuphoria]

This is excellent. I think I might do this too.

[Flora73]

I'm Sorry JK,

Stay strong, enjoy the peace you have.

All gets easier... ..(they say)