I had a facility presentation today. I was pretty anxious wondering if someone would decide to drop in. First two presentations over. I'm third, 'someone' logs into the Teams aspect of it to hear me speak. I know there isn't an answer to any of this. But why would you even want to hear someone speak who you accused of horrible awful things at work?
I mean, before we started dating she would say she'd sneak into her bosses office to hear me on meetings because my voice 'soothed her'. Just brings back a gross feeling.
Oh do I understand the thought process. The hardest part for me is dealing with the completely irrational and the complete disregard for traditional wisdom and logic. I say it in present tense because even I understand the disorder and mental health disorders extremely well that doesn't mean that I can remove my bias entirely...no I still sit back and go WTF?
So by all means vent away my friend...trust me I get it and most of us here do as well.
Cheers and Best Wishes!
-SC-