Why is it that every time I think I have reached acceptance I wake up the next day in complete and total bargaining mode? So frustrating! Make it stop! Will it ever?
Have I got this right? You had a recent breakup from a BPDbf and your BPDexH is back in the picture after 4 years of being split black he's suddenly idealizing you?
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=228465.0You may cycle through a grieving stage in any order and more than once Karmachameleon. You have a lot on your plate right now. You are grieving one r/s and your H that you have a long history with suddenly treats you differently. There are a lot of feelings to deal and cope with.
It is important to take care of you. Don't be hard on yourself.
