Im in shock. I just read this ->10 Beliefs that can you get stuck

[Depression = 72% of members]

I am totally blown away. First of all, I wish I could find my other posts. I cant seem to.

I just did a lot of reading including 10 Beliefs that can you get stuck. Thats me completely. Im sad, Im relieved that Im not going crazy, Im scared, I feel all alone. I am in the beginning of the divorce with my BPD wife, she will pick up papers tomorrow. She is really losing it now, just like ive read she would. It has been a very crazy (text book) roller coaster ride for the past 13 years. Im not so sure I can rebuild. Im hangin tight to these boards tho

[citylist]

I am totally blown away. First of all, I wish I could find my other posts. I cant seem to.

I just did a lot of reading including 10 Beliefs that can you get stuck. Thats me completely. Im sad, Im relieved that Im not going crazy, Im scared, I feel all alone. I am in the beginning of the divorce with my BPD wife, she will pick up papers tomorrow. She is really losing it now, just like ive read she would. It has been a very crazy (text book) roller coaster ride for the past 13 years. Im not so sure I can rebuild. Im hangin tight to these boards tho

[Lonely_Astro]

I am totally blown away. First of all, I wish I could find my other posts. I cant seem to.

I just did a lot of reading including 10 Beliefs that can you get stuck. Thats me completely. Im sad, Im relieved that Im not going crazy, Im scared, I feel all alone. I am in the beginning of the divorce with my BPD wife, she will pick up papers tomorrow. She is really losing it now, just like ive read she would. It has been a very crazy (text book) roller coaster ride for the past 13 years. Im not so sure I can rebuild. Im hangin tight to these boards tho

Welcome to the board! 

I, too, felt scared and alone the first time my pwBPD discarded me.  After 3 years NC, we started back up.  We were 'together' for about a year.  It recently has fallen apart again.  C'est la vie.  Keep reading and working on yourself, that's what's important right now 

[Mutt]

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