Hi Anine320,
I'd like to join Turkish and welcome you to bpdfamily. Wow, I'm sorry that you're going through that.
I'm glad that you have found us, there is hope, many of our members here can relate with you and offer you guidance and support, you're not alone.
Read as much as you can about the disorder, you will quickly see the benefits and become proficient over time. So she's still talking to him and you're back home? What's your boundary on this?