Let me welcome you here to the bpdfamily, and wish for you as much help and support as I have received. You will find a lot of people here to talk to, who will provide you with support and some good advice. Mostly we are here because someone in our lives has behaviors that are characteristic of BPD. They haven't all been diagnosed with BPD, but it's the behaviors, and how we deal with them, that are important.
I think a good way to start is to tell us about yourself - whatever you are comfortable telling us - and about the situation that brought those books (and us) into your life.
What happened recently to bring your here?
There is a lot of information here - articles, workshops, etc. - and we'll help you find what you need.
We are glad you are here with us and look forward to reading your story.