All rightie... . so here i am, having gone through the ringer, sitting alone in a quiet moment, emailing a friend... .
After years of a destructive relationship,
codependent suffering from being excruciatingly alone before and after the separation
serious and protracted crisis of faith
no physical affection for soo long (let's just abbreviate this one... . 'sex'
and wailing like David in the psalms, to God and whoever else would hear me over several months
i type to my friend "Lord have mercy on me" - with sincere conviction
only i typo... .
third word of the quote... .
second letter of that word... .
typed an 'a' instead of an 'e'

somebody got me laughing tonight and i haven't stopped seeing outrageously funny humor in the smallest of things... .