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« on: May 19, 2013, 11:49:47 PM » |
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what i though would be a really good idea for her to begin with has turned into something i fear will turn out bad... . really bad... . hopefully I’m wrong and just worrying like always.
shes found her new savior, already got the "you should be more like him speech" , hes an old friend of hers whos popped back in her like, says he has "no expectations" , randomly disappears like she does, they were a couple(first), he cheated, has ADHD + bipolar(shes told me), goes through woman like crazy, doesnt have a problem telling someone off, unsure of his sexuality, tried to “become” their best friend after he passed... . i keep seeing little red flags go up, that was a long time ago, people change right?... . it'll be good for both them... . there old good friends... . if he’s genuine then it’ll be so nice for her, and im happy if he is for real.
im just tired of seeing her get her ass kicked. literally, and mental... . i wish shed get the right help for the night-mirrors to stop from the last sociopath(he still harasses, stocker, she was told by her therapist to call the cops right away if he ever shows up, I’m terrified of him, we both are) she brought to our house... . my night-mirrors finely have stopped but I don’t know I’ll ever feel shes safe with another man, I wont say anything cuz I’m most likely overly scared for her cuz of what we went through with the other guy…it makes me sick.
hoping this is a me thing that i need to work on, and has nothin to do with her or him.
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