ran into ex today

[simplyasiam]

ran into ex today had short talk with her

she seems to be doing good shes she back in conusling and know she needs to work things out with herself before she can work thing out with anyone.

told me about kids and her new home says she told new b/f and his family about needing to work on herslf.

we both told eachother we missed each other and it hard to be apart from each other at times.

over all it was a nice talk we bith tried to stick to little things

we wished eachother the best and went about our day

not sure if this was the nice ending we all hope for or the start of a recycling

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It can only be recycled if you let it.

How does it feel now after you met your ex?

[simplyasiam]

so nice to see her, helped me relax some

she ask how it was going with my new g/f

i learned alot here and know i really need to take the time to think over what she said.

only said she missed me after i said it frist

we didnt talk about past

no im sorry

said she has told ex and his family see will not be going to thier sunday cook outs anymore... . wanted me promiss i wouldnt tell anyone that.

wouldnt look at me after i said good bye.

said she has to work thing out with herself before she can work things out with anyone.

told me how good shes doing with geting over fear of geting out of house

i asked how she been doing she wouldnt really answer

i do want her back in my life but am not going to just recycle again thats to crazy to me, it may take sometime but this time we have a answer to this not matter to out come.

i talked to her mom after i got home she was a big help seeing how things really are and that i need to becarefull.

her mom told me shes already started to talk about the new b/f bad... . controling will not give her alone time not happy with alot of little things