found out what stage im at today

[simplyasiam]

the P!ZZed off stage , no real reason othe r than it hit me today how mad i am for leting myself live this way and having been treated so bad for so long.

ive been upset a few time in the last 4 months but it passed and was back to missing her and depression.

today i went over the top, set fire to everything of hers that was left her, its still burning in my back yard now. in the morning im going to burn the xmas stuff from the outbuilding.

foolish maybe childish yes but wow am i mad and it starting to feel good its a releaf anyway.

[Moonie75]

It's a release man! If it works & it's not harming anybody else, DO IT.

Anything that works without harming others is all good as far as I'm concerned. 

[simplyasiam]

thank you and hell yes it is. stuffs been here four month if she wanted she would have took it

[Learning_curve74]

Pretty cool, simply! Sounds very cathartic and fun.