She said sorry for hurting me... .
I did push her away. I couldn't take the rages or the controlling behaviour anymore and broke. We would argue constantly. There was times that i over stepped the mark, which i'm not proud of.
Ok so apologize later when the an appropriate time arises. Then be done because you said you couldn't take the rages and really that's the bottom line. The rages would have continued. We all have to lick our wounds and move on when we just can't take it.