I am heart broken, sad, and is disrepair BUT... I look GREAT!
I lost a lot of weight, I got more energy, I have a social life. It is kinda weird to feel bad then life is getting better.
For me the same... .is a total paradox... .now i go out to hangout with friends often again,i found again the will and the pleasure to stay with people and have fun,laugh,do things... .and i look better too,definitely... .the paradox is that even if i have definitely a more healty life,more activities and chances to meet people,more fun... .i feel always sad... .i'm always smiling... .and always feeling an inconsolable deep sadness.crazy.