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Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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Just checked her FB and nothing has changed since the last stalk a week ago. No pics of her and her new guy... . but she posted 4 songs on her music (something she has NEVER done before). Besides being really bad music, I looked up the songs on you tube and here are the lyrics.
I don't know if she is reaching out to me or she is having problems with my replacement, or if I am just hoping for something I don't even know. I hate that I did this, but would like some insight. Maybe it's a dig to me, that I let her go, or I lost her for good.
1st song:
Demons
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale
I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come!
This is my kingdom come!
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
When the curtains call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you've made
Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't want to hide the truth
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come!
This is my kingdom come!
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Read more: Imagine Dragons - Demons Lyrics | MetroLyrics
Second song is Let her go (probably just as bad as the 1st)
Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
Well you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 03:45:06 AM »
O so its not just me... .
I deactivated my fb account but I still peak...
The ex has posted a song we both loved( rare)
" liked" a website for stepdads estranged from exes stepkids
Posted another song that we always said was ours
... .
O then went on to " like" fu**" my ex
" weed and sex"
And another one that I wont mention, it asks people to give them names of their exes, then " they" compile photos of said ex, with captions like" Im a S***, Im a who**" bla bla misoginistic bla... .
I peek now, because it dosent hurt as much... .
A couple of weeks ago I would have been grinding my teeth... .
Now, uh not so much... .
I see it for what it is...
A burbiling stream of contradictions from a disordered mind.
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Well, it's one of two things, RNM.
1.) the millionaire broke up with her or had a "talk" last week, and she posted those for him. This would make sense bc she showed erratic behavior with my mother Saturday at my son's basketball game. Whatever, she's at his house tonight, I hired a PI bc she pawns my son off to her family members every night while she goes to joe millionaire. The PI is for court so I can prove this behavior. And it's legal.
2.) It was a dig to me, telling me to move on and I lost her. Well, tell me something I didn't know. Maybe it was for the both of us... . No way normal people move that fast after 14 years and a son together. It's almost time to get up and here I am trying to figure out a crazy woman... .
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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Arn, that song on demons, my ex sent me that also, isn't that strange?
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Quote from: arn131arn on January 13, 2014, 03:53:46 AM
Well, it's one of two things, RNM.
1.) the millionaire broke up with her or had a "talk" last week, and she posted those for him. This would make sense bc she showed erratic behavior with my mother Saturday at my son's basketball game. Whatever, she's at his house tonight, I hired a PI bc she pawns my son off to her family members every night while she goes to joe millionaire. The PI is for court so I can prove this behavior. And it's legal.
2.) It was a dig to me, telling me to move on and I lost her. Well, tell me something I didn't know. Maybe it was for the both of us... . No way normal people move that fast after 14 years and a son together. It's almost time to get up and here I am trying to figure out a crazy woman... .
A.go to bloody sleep:)
B stop trying to figure out the actions of a crazy woman
C.read A.
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 04:55:50 AM »
Morning guys.
I cant peek at FB. It would set me back in my healing 100, i still care to much. and I would be looking at her FB most of the day. Dont get me wrong I want to so dam bad. also once you unblock them you can block again for 48 hours , and thats two days of her having a chance to hit me up and tug at my heart strings or rage on me. (Probably both) No thanks. My xBPDgf had horrible taste in music as well. (Except when she was mirroring me) Lol
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Quote from: irishmarmot on January 13, 2014, 04:38:56 AM
Arn, that song on demons, my ex sent me that also, isn't that strange?
It is stange, but I don't even know if she sent it to me. It was on her music tab on FB
it doesn't matter she is still with him... . I just don't know what I was thinking checking it out... . She is in that love bombing stage so to think it was meant for me or she has any thoughts of me is absurd.
Yesterday, before looking, I wouldn't have cared. I just took two olympic sized broad jumps backwards
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 05:26:11 AM »
Arn you can't look at her facebook anymore.
It just hurts you. I know, I've done something similar a few months ago and I broke my own heart.
Don't be me.
My friends, family and coworkers know not to mention me to my x, or my x to me. I've asked them all to steer clear of the subject, forever. It's just not in my best interests to know anything about his private life, as mine is none of his.
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 05:34:05 AM »
Hey guys, I'm new here. My story is in the "welcome aboard/intro" section of the forum.
Arn, I've read a number of your posts and man, I really feel for you.
Questions if I may:
1. How are you able to look at her facebook to see other than what she posts that is "public"? Are you still friends on facebook?
2. If you are still friends on fb, why?
3. Why are you sneaking peeks? Ok, I know why and I'd be lying to say if I haven't done the same but I'm starting to slap my own hand every time I have that urge.
4. Unsolicited advice: going NC with my BPDgf was the best thing that she could of done to me. I was a bawling, crying, whiny mess since last November until just a few days ago when I found this forum and read up on BPD. I now realize that there is *nothing* that I can do to help the woman. She has to figure out something is not quite right and seek that help (she actually has, she just can't afford regular help now). Also, I realize that there is *nothing* that I could of done to save the relationship. Getting in shape, reading and sending her emails with quotes from "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" with me saying "look baby, this is where I could of been better, I know this now!". NONE of that crap would or did make a difference. I was her "fix" for almost four years and then it finally went to the "Hater" phase with her moving on to my replacement yet sending me breadcrumbs as she went.
Dude:
1. Get healthy.
2. Work out or if you are already, bump up the intensity
3. Concentrate on work/hobbies/family
4. Block her and everything about her. I understand that you have children together if I'm not mistaken. Make sure that *any* contact with or from her is *only* about kids or affairs related to the divorce.
5. Move on and find a happy, loving relationship. Start to meet new people but set boundaries for yourself. You are still healing so now isn't the time for a full blown relationship, but you can start to build those ties of friendship that could then one day lead you to something happy and fulfilling.
Keep fighting and moving forward!
(I feel like I just wrote a script for the next Rocky movie... . :)Make sure that *any* contact with or from her is *only* about kids or affairs related to the divorce.
5. Move on and find a happy, loving relationship.
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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Love,
I know. The darn song about knowing I love her when I let her go, I mean I think it's probably about my replacement. I just can't even imagine someone posting that to their ex while in a relationship with someone else. Anyway the singer's voice reminds me of a leprechaun singing somewhere in the woods... .
Awful music... . I forgot how much she sucked
I understand what I should/should not bbe doing. I appreciate all those posts telling me what I need to be doing, I really do. I messed up tonight... . looked. saw something she has never done before, other songs about how she's moving on and stuff.
PI updated me she was at his house last night... . so I just wanted to know whatever... .
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January 13, 2014, 05:52:00 AM »
Well, now you know Arn.
And it just hurts your more.
I am so sorry for you pain, please keep the faith that it does get better.
saying a little prayer for you today... .
Lyn
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Arn,
Stop waiting for her world to crash down so you can come and save the day. It did not work before and it wont work now. Work on the fact that you want to save her even tho she betrayed you. Why? I understand that you have a child together and you feel it is your responsibility to fix it for him, but it is not. You have the right to a happy life, and I am positive that your son wants it that way too.
Crazy + Normal = Crazy
ALWAYS
. If you want a healthier environment for your son, stay out of the crazy one, and make one for the both of you.
Doesnt matter if the song is for you or not. Some guy is in danger of getting played... . stay out of it!
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Unfriend, block. Block her phone number to your phone, delete her from your contacts. Take any pictures of you and her off your phone... . any you have... . put them in a drawer or burn them along with any gifts you got from her. Any nasty letters or texts? Put them away later for reflection on just how bad it really was. That's the only benefit in keeping those things... . I still have my drawer. Even has the knives in there that she was gonna carve me up with. Any time I thought about those good times, that extinguishes any desire to be with her. May not work for you, but it does for me... .
But you absolutely have to detach... . If you don't buddy, she's gonna just drag you down.
Delete her... . block her... . get on with life. I know it is hard, but the satisfaction you will feel!
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January 13, 2014, 09:35:26 AM »
The song by Passenger, 'Let Her Go' was practically an anthem with my ex. She talked about it a lot after our first breakup (and recycle). Tugs at my heart, to be honest.
I'll echo what many others have said: at this point in your process, Facebook is NOT good for you. I'm blessed: my ex deleted her FB account after we split so I can't check up on her. But I found that even being on Facebook myself, reading the newsfeed, was a trigger. So I'm abstaining from FB (my profile is still there, but I don't read the newsfeed anymore). It helps a lot, actually (and these boards are my new 'internet time-suck' ).
Every time I wonder what she's doing or who she's with, I ask myself ":)ude, do you *really* want to know that?" and the truth is, I don't! I'm developing some compassion for myself, don't want to see myself hurting like that.
So, I understand the desire to check up on her, but seriously, you're waaaay better off if you don't.
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Arn,
Try not to check. Whatever you have to do... . don't.
Very easy to read into things.
When I was dating my ex I could tell her mood from profile pictures. I am blocked but I have access to an another account.
When she had dumped me the picture was always something angry like a wolf gnawing on a carcass. I mean, it was angry animals. After she dumped me there was all this happy shyt... . bunnies and her Christmas tree with a caption she was so blessed and this was the "best Christmas ever"!
BPD's have a false sense of self. You need to remember that. All that rhetoric is garbage.
The day after I caught her with my replacement her picture was a hot tub with mountains in the background all happy. Now she has shamrocks which is ironic as we have matching shamrock tattoos but her profile pic since Christmas has been an angry bull with blood on it's horns.
Now you can read into things however you may but it will kill you inside, Arn.
Don't get into the head of a crazy person. That was our first mistake!
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Arn,
It's not productive for you to look at her FB. Focus on taking care of you and your son. Don't focus on her, the sooner you get out of the FOG the better, but your not making things better by creeping on her on the internet.
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Arn... You're right on track. It's normal to do a little stalking. I did it myself for a little while. It's like a dog fu€king a skunk. When he gets tired of the stink he quits doing it. Everything happens in its own time and we all gotta do what we gotta do to get better.
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Quote from: Perfidy on January 13, 2014, 11:01:05 AM
Arn... You're right on track. It's normal to do a little stalking. I did it myself for a little while.
It's like a dog fu€king a skunk.
When he gets tired of the stink he quits doing it. Everything happens in its own time and we all gotta do what we gotta do to get better.
You are one funny guy. Arn, I know the stalking desire is high. It is natural. Try and ween yourself off of that. You will see things that you do not need to see. Those things will remain mired in your memory. A caution my friend. I saw many, many things as I was devalued in round 2 on her social media. I have only described a few on here; they are
that
painful to remember and write down. God awful things.
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I hate that I did it. All that TERRIBLE music she posted was probably to my replacement. It's over. My 8 hour trip on mushrooms in the mind of a BPD... . lesson learned. Bad trip. That's what I'm chalking it up to.
Thanks,
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Quote from: arn131arn on January 13, 2014, 11:28:04 AM
I hate that I did it. All that TERRIBLE music she posted was probably to my replacement. It's over. My 8 hour trip on mushrooms in the mind of a BPD... . lesson learned. Bad trip. That's what I'm chalking it up to.
Thanks,
Arn
Don't beat yourself up arn. That's her job.
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Facebook is so unreal and such a tool to manipulate. I too have had moments of weakness and now I check every 2-3 months. Yes, I am looking for validation that everything that is being said on the boards is true... . And yes Facebook is validating it but only because I notice the subtleties and the cracks in the fairy tale that is being broadcast. We should start some kind of thread on how to identify pd behaviour and lies on Facebook. Let's face it, we're human, we want to know how their lives are unfolding in order to really understand that no, it wasn't us, and there was nothing we could have done. I read recently that high Facebook activity in the early stages of a relationship can cause serious rifts in a couple and is an indicator that they will break up. Apparently 1 in 3 breakups is now caused by Facebook activity. Go figure.
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Quote from: caughtnreleased on January 13, 2014, 11:50:11 AM
Facebook is so unreal and such a tool to manipulate. I too have had moments of weakness and now I check every 2-3 months. Yes, I am looking for validation that everything that is being said on the boards is true... . And yes Facebook is validating it but only because I notice the subtleties and the cracks in the fairy tale that is being broadcast. We should start some kind of thread on how to identify pd behaviour and lies on Facebook. Let's face it, we're human, we want to know how their lives are unfolding in order to really understand that no, it wasn't us, and there was nothing we could have done. I read recently that high Facebook activity in the early stages of a relationship can cause serious rifts in a couple and is an indicator that they will break up. Apparently 1 in 3 breakups is now caused by Facebook activity. Go figure.
Those subtleties and cracks are only going to get noticed by us, the secluded group of survivors in the aftermath of a relationship with a pwBPD. I remember trying to show these very things to my close friends in round 2 as my exUBPDgf began to devalue me on FB and IG, and although I could tell my close friends were trying to understand what I was showing them, their responses of "You need to leave her, etc" reflected a real disconnect that they really
weren't
seeing what I was showing them
and
understanding it in its full context. Those breakups on FB are further caused by the orbiter's the pwBPD usually has constantly near the borders of the relationship.
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I can attest to the orbiters on FB. My exgf has 300+ friends, a majority of them are guys. When I did watch her FB page, these guys were following her around like a dog in heat... . just waiting their turn.
Me, I refuse to be part of that loser group.
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I guess the thing is that if they fail we will feel validated, just like if we fail they feel validated. That's why we keep going back to Facebook to see if they're failing, but few people will broadcast their failures there, so we never actually get satisfaction from Facebook. Instead each person hides their failures to make sure the other 'doesn't get validation
so that just makes Facebook a vicious circle of illusions.
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Quote from: State85 on January 13, 2014, 12:06:26 PM
I can attest to the orbiters on FB. My exgf has 300+ friends, a majority of them are guys. When I did watch her FB page, these guys were following her around like a dog in heat... . just waiting their turn.
Me, I refuse to be part of that loser group.
Yeah the orbiters. PwBPD need them. I also didn't want to be part of a group like that. Pretty pathetic way to live.
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January 13, 2014, 12:27:22 PM »
I'm so glad I don't have facebook.
She never did during our relationship. I have no idea if she does or not now. Either way, I don't want to know.
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 01:05:14 PM »
Quote from: caughtnreleased on January 13, 2014, 12:18:11 PM
I guess the thing is that if they fail we will feel validated, just like if we fail they feel validated. That's why we keep going back to Facebook to see if they're failing, but few people will broadcast their failures there, so we never actually get satisfaction from Facebook. Instead each person hides their failures to make sure the other 'doesn't get validation
so that just makes Facebook a vicious circle of illusions.
I've found FB to be so fake. My exgf uses it to make herself out be something she isn't. She posts everything, needs to be acknowledged... . "look at me, look at me"
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 01:08:19 PM »
It's natural to want to make sense of this. My ex would write 'I'm Free!' and post spiritual self-help stuff that she was doing the opposite of. Another mask. Well, guess which one of us is still stuck in the loops of the past, and who is moving on to something better? Those are her songs, arn. What are yours?
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 01:16:53 PM »
Quote from: State85 on January 13, 2014, 01:05:14 PM
Quote from: caughtnreleased on January 13, 2014, 12:18:11 PM
I guess the thing is that if they fail we will feel validated, just like if we fail they feel validated. That's why we keep going back to Facebook to see if they're failing, but few people will broadcast their failures there, so we never actually get satisfaction from Facebook. Instead each person hides their failures to make sure the other 'doesn't get validation
so that just makes Facebook a vicious circle of illusions.
I've found FB to be so fake. My exgf uses it to make herself out be something she isn't. She posts everything, needs to be acknowledged... . "look at me, look at me"
How did you feel about it when you were dating her? Did you ever call her out on her Facebook usage ( ie pretending to be someone else). I've found that if someone uses me in pictures to construct some kind of happy go lucky image of themselves with tons of friends that it feels really invasive.
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Re: Just checked her FB and nothing has changed
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January 13, 2014, 01:23:51 PM »
Of course there's always the possibility that she posted the song lyrics because she likes the music? Nah!
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