Yes I agree, the texts are not helping... . they all seems to have a hidden agenda... . either to make me feel guilty, insufficient or connected to her... . Its like a microcosm of the actual relationship... . its toxic too
Yes todays a little better... . staying busy is helping too.
One thing thats difficuly for me is that other people dont seem to get it... . They try to relate with relationships theyve had that are just hard or challnged... . and they say I know its hard... . THEY dont know what this is like... . SO I guess feeling a little alone... . These boards really really help my emotions... . its been 7 or 8 days now broken up... . tears just came to my eyes again! yikes haha SERiously feel Bipolar too! This too shall pass
I like Buddhist practice, I may start to listen to dharma talks again... . this one always gives me a healthy view of love... . Listen and tell me what you think of it:)
www.buddhanet.net/mp3/whatislove.mp3