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I wasn't sure what to title this. Tonight, I was having a discussion with my husband. I have been trying to get us to take a break from talking about our relationship. The more we talk about it, the more tied up in knots my husband gets.
Anyway, we were talking about my family and a house that we used to have. He asked me a question about it so I started to tell him the story of how my parents bought that house and how my mom and I had sat and planned and dreamed of all of the things that we could do if they bought that house. Anyway, I am in the early stages of the story and my husband cuts me off and proceeds to finish the story for me. I sat there and got quiet. He eventually stopped talking long enough to notice that I had gone quiet. He asked if he had cut me off. I said, "Yes, you cut me off and then you proceeded to finish my story for me as though you knew what I was going to say."
I have noticed that he does that a lot. He will tell stories about me and my family even though he was never there. If I am telling a story or sharing something about me and my life, he will sometimes interrupt me and finish it for me. Or, he has even corrected me and I am talking about stuff that happened before I ever met him. Or, he wasn't around when it happened. He has only heard some of this stuff second and third hand. If he wants to share his stories from his life, that is fine. However, I do not like it when he co-opts my stories and finishes them for me or acts like he knows more about my life than I do. It is very, very frustrating and has contributed to me feeling like I have no identity of my own. I have tried to stop telling him much of anything because I don't want him to co-opt my stories.
Can anybody relate? If so, does anybody have any ideas on how to deal with this aside from telling him to shut the he** up? Getting quiet worked tonight but there are other times that he seems he** bent on sharing my stories. If we are with other people, it is even more infuriating because I don't always like some of the stories to be shared.
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September 11, 2014, 12:23:06 AM »
Hi Vortex,
Sounds familiar but not exactly what I experienced... .
My exBPDgf would exclude me from social events and just talk about all my success when I wasn't there (I'm an artist).
She would like to claim the attention of my success around the world and own it as hers?
I never had a problem with it, I thought of it as her being proud... .strangely she never really complemented me on my success... .just criticism (envy).
I think maybe the BP likes to have something to contribute even if its not theres... .Maybe they feel so damn insignificant they feel they have to own other peoples stories as there own to feel significant.
Maybe, this is a way of hime feeling proud of you, although indirectly.
Man Im on a learning curve with BPD, 10 weeks since my light bulb moment
I do though feel a lot of empathy for the BPD and feel that there is always something positive to take from there twisted thinking.
Hang in there... .Vortex
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Quote from: Flora73 on September 11, 2014, 12:23:06 AM
I never had a problem with it, I thought of it as her being proud... .strangely she never really complemented me on my success... .just criticism (envy).
If he was talking about my successes, that would be one thing. These are my childhood memories. These are stories from when I was growing up. Most of the time, they are stories that one would not be proud of sharing. Or, they are none of his business.
I don't get complemented on the fact that I have two jobs and am still a stay at home mom. Between us, it feels like he is critical of everything. That makes it difficult when I try to talk to people because they think I am crazy and say stuff like, "Oh, he never has anything but great things to say about you." That always leaves me scratching my head because that is NOT the way he acts towards me.
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I think maybe the BP likes to have something to contribute even if its not theres... .Maybe they feel so damn insignificant they feel they have to own other peoples stories as there own to feel significant.
I agree with you here. It sometimes feels like my husband talks to hear himself talk. The problem with him taking my stories is that it is part of what makes me feel so engulfed by him. I feel like I can't even have my own thoughts or my own memories. Or, if I do have them, I need to keep quiet or else he will find a way to co opt it.
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I am not sure if exactly the same.
My wife cuts me off in almost every conversation we have. I will say a couple of words and she then proceeds to finish by telling me what I was going to say and tells me how I feel. I just shut down each time. After 5-10 minutes of her rambling on she usually tells me I am boring or just gets mad and asks why I am not talking. I have learned NOT to say what I am thinking - "cause you cut me off you f'ing b___ and won't shut up long enough for me to say one word", and now I try to validate her feelings and just move on.
I think it is called projection. At least the part of telling me how I feel. Not sure why they feel the need to finish our stories for us. Nor can I understand the need for them to tell us how we feel.
Listening is just not the strong suit of pwBPD.
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Is it an option to cut HIM off as soon as and every time he makes a false statement? Not by criticizing him ("Why are you finishing my own story for me?" but rather objectively ("It actually went down a little differently. Here's what happened.". Maybe over time he'll notice that his crystal ball's not working so well.
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Sure you can try to correct them. Or cut them off at the pass. You could even try to gently coax them into seeing how they might possibly be wrong.
As long as you don't mind a beer bottle flying across the room at your head.
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Quote from: Robins0n on September 11, 2014, 09:04:33 AM
Is it an option to cut HIM off as soon as and every time he makes a false statement? Not by criticizing him ("Why are you finishing my own story for me?" but rather objectively ("It actually went down a little differently. Here's what happened.". Maybe over time he'll notice that his crystal ball's not working so well.
Cutting him off makes it worse. There is a concept in the 12 step programs where they say no cross talk. The person that is talking gets to finish what they are saying without interruption. I have tried to use that to get him to stop cutting me off. When I tried to use that, it turned into him using it on me to interrupt me. I am not even sure how he managed to turn that around on me. I just know that one night, he got mad at me and yelled at me for crosstalking and I felt like I was simply trying to have a conversation where there was some give and take.
For me, it isn't about the false statements. I don't really care whether everything is accurate. My beef is with him cutting me off and taking it upon himself to tell MY stories. It is even more annoying that he can't remember to pay bills or do other things to keep the house running but he can remember some silly story that I told him about something that happened to me as a child.
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Quote from: meerkat1 on September 11, 2014, 09:13:19 AM
Sure you can try to correct them. Or cut them off at the pass. You could even try to gently coax them into seeing how they might possibly be wrong.
As long as you don't mind a beer bottle flying across the room at your head.
Yeah, it is better to simply be quiet and then find a safe place, like here, to vent and discuss. I don't have to worry about beer bottles but mine can sure get mean and terse and then act like he has no idea why I might be a little upset or hurt.
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Has anybody ever tried just saying excuse me and getting up to go get something from another room when they do that? I also always just sat and got quiet, but then he didn't ever see what he was doing. And he hates to be interrupted!
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Has anybody ever tried just saying excuse me and getting up to go get something from another room when they do that? I also always just sat and got quiet, but then he didn't ever see what he was doing. And he hates to be interrupted!
I'll have to think about trying that. My concern is that it will turn into a fight. If he perceives it as a slight against him, he will get upset. Last night when I got quiet, he did eventually stop and ask if he had cut me off.
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Sounds like your husband is perhaps more aware than mine. I was terrible at boundaries. I know how they should work, but the push back was so extreme I had a hard time holding them.
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Quote from: DreamFlyer99 on September 11, 2014, 12:16:34 PM
Sounds like your husband is perhaps more aware than mine. I was terrible at boundaries. I know how they should work, but the push back was so extreme I had a hard time holding them.
It is really hit and miss with him. Sometimes, things seem to work they way they should and other times they don't. That is the confusing part for me. When he gets something like he did last night, I tend to relax a little bit and let my guard down a little. Then, BAM, it changes and I am left wondering What the heck! That is one of the reasons that boundaries are so hard for me at times. I feel like I have to be constantly vigilant and on guard because relaxing on my part seems to get us right back into certain patterns.
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I totally understand that!
Consistency is so key to boundaries, but it's a learning thing, us building those skills. I know they do NOT come naturally to me.
Since he loves talking about your relationship so much, would he respond to your talking to him about it at some time other than when the co-opting of your stories is happening?
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Quote from: DreamFlyer99 on September 11, 2014, 01:09:23 PM
Since he loves talking about your relationship so much, would he respond to your talking to him about it at some time other than when the co-opting of your stories is happening?
I don't think so because it feels like talking about our relationship leads him to start talking about his recovery and how great he is doing. I get stuff like, "I don't want to worry about our relationship right now. My focus is on building a better relationship with the kids." I get a lot of mixed messages. On one hand, our relationship isn't his priority but he still wants to talk about it but only if it is the context of how he is doing.
Recently, he posted something on social media about how great he is doing. It is a limited account that is only available to our closest friends that know about his sex addiction. I so badly wanted to contradict him. It was only two weeks ago that he took a day off work so I could go meet my lover. It was only two weeks ago that he got excited about that and wanted to be physical with me because I had been with my friend. He doesn't seem to get how bad that hurts me. He doesn't get that if he is doing stuff like that he is NOT in full recovery.
I can't talk about any of that stuff with him because it will lead to all sorts of crazy places. I don't know if he will get mad, get excited, or want to have an open relationship. One day, he wants me to be his wife and have things be totally monogamous and the next day he wants something else entirely. I have a really difficult time talking to him about anything to do with our relationship because he will co-opt it. It feels like he is turning it into a competition. I have moments where I just don't care any more. What is the point of talking about our relationship with it is all about him and what he wants? Heck, I can't even have an affair and have it be about me. Even that is turned into being about him.
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Quote from: Flora73 on September 11, 2014, 12:23:06 AM
I never had a problem with it, I thought of it as her being proud... .strangely she never really complemented me on my success... .just criticism (envy).
This I relate to. For some reason, they reserve a special place for the spouse/partner. We (certainly I) have the prize of being the only one to bear the brunt of the rage, anger, hatred, criticism, invalidation. Mine is extremely highly functioning. No-one suspects she has anything wrong with her. She has the abandonment fear of the BPD and the delusional grandeur, status hunger of the NPD. It's quite a combination.
But my success, she claims as her own too!
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Yep, it does seem to end up that our relationship and our life is actually about them. I know that's just a factor of how their faulty thinking plays out, but dang.
Vortex, I thought you didn't want to continue your other relationship? So are you still doing things to appease your husband's addiction he's living through you?
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Quote from: DreamFlyer99 on September 11, 2014, 02:47:27 PM
Yep, it does seem to end up that our relationship and our life is actually about them. I know that's just a factor of how their faulty thinking plays out, but dang.
Vortex, I thought you didn't want to continue your other relationship? So are you still doing things to appease your husband's addiction he's living through you?
Part of me wants to continue the other relationship but another part of me wants to end it. I am not doing anything to appease my husband's addiction. I have set a boundary that I will no longer discuss my friend with my husband. My husband has tried to pry a couple of times to find out where things are between me and my friend but I refuse to respond.
I want to deal with the other relationship in my own way and on my own terms. I do not want my husband dictating how and when I deal with other people. I won't throw away my friend because my husband has decided to change his mind about what he wants. To me, that would be doing the same thing that my husband has done, which is objectifying other people for his own gain.
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I'm just glad you're having the relationship for your own reasons! (Lame, I was worrying about you.)
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Quote from: DreamFlyer99 on September 11, 2014, 09:24:58 PM
I'm just glad you're having the relationship for your own reasons! (Lame, I was worrying about you.)
Thanks for the concern!
It is very much for my own reasons. Quite frankly, I know I should cut it off with my friend but I don't want to because he makes me laugh so much and he continually encourages me to focus on myself and my kids. I have come unglued on him several times. Because of my goofy behavior with him, he probably thinks that I have BPD or some other ailment. He has stood by me and listened to me. On the nights when I can't sleep, I can usually find him online and joke around with him.
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I'd imagine it's really hard not to be able to be light and just joke and laugh with your own husband, I get that. Everything got so serious with my husband in the last years and he took everything as a personal assault. Not so much fun. Laughing is so therapeutic! I would watch tv shows and movies and just laugh out loud, or laugh with girlfriends.
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It is very much for my own reasons. Quite frankly, I know I should cut it off with my friend but I don't want to because he makes me laugh so much and he continually encourages me to focus on myself and my kids. I have come unglued on him several times. Because of my goofy behavior with him, he probably thinks that I have BPD or some other ailment. He has stood by me and listened to me. On the nights when I can't sleep, I can usually find him online and joke around with him.
Laughter and fun. Isn't that what relationships are all about? It gets tough, yes. Things get crazy Yes. But people in healthy relationships can stand back and just be fun. I'm guessing, because mine is all BPD'd and NPD'd and it's rarely fun at all.
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Has anybody ever tried just saying excuse me and getting up to go get something from another room when they do that? I also always just sat and got quiet, but then he didn't ever see what he was doing. And he hates to be interrupted!
I used to have a big issue with this and adopted the boundary DF99 mentions, never brought it up, never argued or got mad just did this each and everytime. Eventually she clued up to it and started to sense I was about to leave ( I always left slowly) and that gave her the "out" to stop/refer back to me in order to save face in front of whoever she was taking to. Consistency eventually won out.
Attempting the "dark look/silence etc" just ended up with projection back on to me.
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Last night, we were sitting on the porch and I was quiet. He said he was feeling lonely and wanted to talk. I said sure and asked him what he wanted to talk about. He didn't have a clue and looked for me to start a conversation. Anyway, at some point, he commented that I had been rather quiet lately. I told him that I had been reading and trying to find better ways to communicate with him because I don't want to fight or argue with him. I want to have real discussions.
At one point, I told him that I didn't feel like we could have real discussions because he has a tendency to co-opt the conversation. I pointed out how he had asked me a question and interrupted me while I was attempting to answer and share with him. So, he gets all pouty and butt hurt and says that he will try to do better. So, we get into a conversation and, lo and behold, he interrupts and changes the subject and ends up talking about himself. I stopped him and said, "That is what I was talking about. I was talking about this subject but you took it and turned into being about you and now we are so far from the original topic that I have no idea what it was I was even trying to say." He blew it off and made some kind of excuse along the lines of, "I'm sorry. It's just that my mind goes in a million directions at once." That tells me that he isn't listening to me and paying attention to what I am saying. He is only listening to respond so he can tell me what he thinks I want to hear so he can get back to talking about himself.
And, when he pointed out that we hadn't been talking about our relationship, I told him point blank, "What is the point of talking about our relationship? You have made it perfectly clear that you have no desire to work on our relationship because you are focused on recovery and improving your relationship with the kids." He didn't like it and started telling me that now he wants to work on our relationship.
As I try to implement things from the lessons and follow suggestions offered by everyone, I can't help but ask myself, "What is the friggin' point?" What is the point of trying to learn how to communicate with somebody that only wants to talk about himself? What is the point of doing all of these things knowing that my husband is going to do the same things over and over? He can talk a good game. He can tell me all of the things that he thinks I want to hear but cannot put any of it into action. And I know I can't change him. I can only change myself. I can only control myself. I feel like I would have to change to the point of not being me in order to stay with my husband. How the heck do you do things while still being yourself? I am a smart alleck. I like to joke and have fun. I can be sarcastic. I consider myself a fun loving person. In order to keep things cool and peaceful with him, I can't really be any of those things. I feel like I have to be serious and hold my tongue as often as possible.
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I am a smart alleck. I like to joke and have fun. I can be sarcastic. I consider myself a fun loving person. In order to keep things cool and peaceful with him, I can't really be any of those things. I feel like I have to be serious and hold my tongue as often as possible.
I think those things all need a smart alleck in return. It's reciprocative humour, with someone who just gets it. It requires nuance and intonation, and how things are said are often more important than what is said... .no they're never going to get it Vortex, ever. Best we look for friends who get that.
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As I try to implement things from the lessons and follow suggestions offered by everyone, I can't help but ask myself, "What is the friggin' point?" What is the point of trying to learn how to communicate with somebody that only wants to talk about himself? What is the point of doing all of these things knowing that my husband is going to do the same things over and over? He can talk a good game. He can tell me all of the things that he thinks I want to hear but cannot put any of it into action. And I know I can't change him. I can only change myself. I can only control myself. I feel like I would have to change to the point of not being me in order to stay with my husband. How the heck do you do things while still being yourself? I am a smart alleck. I like to joke and have fun. I can be sarcastic. I consider myself a fun loving person. In order to keep things cool and peaceful with him, I can't really be any of those things. I feel like I have to be serious and hold my tongue as often as possible.
What kind of work is he doing on himself? My dBPDh now has a really good sponsor, therapist, group therapy, marital DBT and meetings. All of these things are starting to change the way he responds. One of the core issues of recovery is to stop being self centered. This takes time, my dBPDh started recovery almost 3 years ago but was really spotty with his work until he relapsed. Now that he is really working, the change is very evident.
It wasn't until his BPD diagnosis that he started getting the right therapy and I believe that is why he is better engaged in recovery.
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Quote from: MissyM on September 12, 2014, 02:36:04 PM
What kind of work is he doing on himself? My dBPDh now has a really good sponsor, therapist, group therapy, marital DBT and meetings. All of these things are starting to change the way he responds. One of the core issues of recovery is to stop being self centered. This takes time, my dBPDh started recovery almost 3 years ago but was really spotty with his work until he relapsed. Now that he is really working, the change is very evident.
In my opinion, he is doing very little. The only thing he does is attend one SAA meeting a week. Every once in a while, he will attend two. He doesn't like going to the Saturday SAA meeting because it is too long. He had a therapist but only visited her three times before making excuses as to why he didn't want to go back. When I mentioned that I might go to a therapist, he got on board with the idea of going back. Since I haven't brought it up again, he hasn't either. He told me that he was going to try to make an appointment or find a different therapist but never really followed through with it. He says that he is in recovery but I don't believe him. He has been telling me that he is in recovery for the last year or so. Every time I turn around, it seems that there is something else and that he is violating his sobriety. I am not even sure what he considers sober any more. Frankly, I am tired of asking him questions about it. I used to really care and want to know how he was progressing. After a year of being told, "I can't worry about us right now. I have to worry about myself and my addiction before I can even think about our relationship." He told me to give him a year. It has been a year and I don't feel like much has changed. If I say anything, he tells me, "You aren't giving me enough time." I have given him 16 years. I have listened to his BS for 16 years. I have supported him. I have made excuses for him. I have protected him. I have rescued him. I have no idea what more he wants from me. Really, I don't care. I want to focus on what I want. I want to focus on my kids and how to give them a good life. I feel like I am spinning my wheels with him and the only way that I will be able to stay is to simply check out, focus on myself and the kids, and take whatever it is that he is able to do (which is subject to change without notice).
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Quote from: vortex of confusion on September 12, 2014, 02:47:12 PM
I have given him 16 years. I have listened to his BS for 16 years. I have supported him. I have made excuses for him. I have protected him. I have rescued him. I have no idea what more he wants from me. Really, I don't care. I want to focus on what I want. I want to focus on my kids and how to give them a good life. I feel like I am spinning my wheels with him and the only way that I will be able to stay is to simply check out, focus on myself and the kids, and take whatever it is that he is able to do (which is subject to change without notice).
Ironically checking out may be the catalyst for real change. It was for me. My w was doing exactly the same. I cancelled paying for her therapy, told her I agreed that we should probably get divorced as per her choice, and said I don't give a flying f whether she's BPD, NPD, or has the plague.
(she's merely BP/NP the way, not the plague :-), but that comes later in my story.)
I literally accepted that she would never change, and completely blew her off. Next she started going to therapy and paying for it herself. She started apologizing for all the crap she's done. And last week she admitted BPD and NPD and that she's doing CBT.
It's like I had to actually completely disinvest myself in her welfare for her to get real help for herself. Its counterintuitive. Care less and they care more. BPD... .crazy making! NPD, I may be crazy, but I'm the king/queen here!
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September 12, 2014, 06:15:02 PM »
Moselle, what you are describing is detachment. I made my dBPDh leave and he hasn't moved back in yet because he hasn't finished with a couple of things. We are looking at him moving back in next month. Part of my recovery has been to set boundaries and detach with love. So far, it seems to be working for me. I certainly feel a lot better. We shall see how it goes when he moves back in.
Vortex, there is a study that showed that sex addicts don't recover unless their spouses really have firm boundaries about what they will tolerate. In my 3 years of recovery, I have never seen a sex addict recover without going to a CSAT. I have seen a lot lie about recovering but none that make it without that added in. More and more they are being diagnosed with personality disorders and that therapy is being added in.
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Quote from: MissyM on September 12, 2014, 06:15:02 PM
Vortex, there is a study that showed that sex addicts don't recover unless their spouses really have firm boundaries about what they will tolerate. In my 3 years of recovery, I have never seen a sex addict recover without going to a CSAT. I have seen a lot lie about recovering but none that make it without that added in. More and more they are being diagnosed with personality disorders and that therapy is being added in.
I have tried to bring up CSAT with him but he doesn't really think that it is necessary. His therapist shut down her practice and is shuffling all of her patients to other people in the practice. He says that he hasn't made an appointment because he isn't looking forward to starting over with a new person. He says that he was just starting to open up with the other one and he has a difficult time opening up to people. The only place where he is comfortable opening up and talking to people is at the SAA meetings.
I am trying to detach and set boundaries but as I detach I am having a lot of feelings of "What's the point?"
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Vortex, what you are coming to terms with is that you should be focusing more on you, and your life, including preventing yourself from being frustrated like this.
The phase you partner is displaying is that were there can be lots of insights but an enormous amount of tokenism to do anything about it. It is a huge personality change that is required from them and that takes a long time to change. The penny doesn't drop as quick for them as it always has to contend with this cloud of delusion which seems to permeate them completely.
Having "the chat" to try and get them onto your plan is all very well, they may even "get it", but they can't live it, the cloud of delusion carries away that moment of sunshine. You are left disillusioned and frustrated, because you yet again thought you had a plan, you were both on board and making progress, only to find yourself all alone on that path your partner having disappeared off into the mist again.
If you view yourself as only being responsible for finding your own path forward life will have fewer let downs. Your partner may then have a desire to follow your path, or not. You cannot control this, and the more you try to coerse the more they resist, anything that is not their idea doesn't have the required determination to follow it through
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