I'm just going to give you the hard word here.
You need to get the hell away from this woman, you are so deep in FOG you can't see your hand in front of your face.
"She hasn't blocked me so she must want me to text her"
Please think about what you are saying. I'm serious.
She just wants to know a connection is in place, that's it.
Clear your head man, seriously I'm concerned about your mental state.
Hay inferno sorry I didn't mean that quote to come across (she wants me to text her ) I was asking advise to see if that is poss what she ment by leaving me unblocked not that I truly beleive that's what she wants me to do because I haven't since and gone NC was mearly asking for an opinion and I beleive your right its just a connection and you confirmed it for me so thank you inferno . However a connection to what ? She's made it clear she doesn't want me now or in the future why maintain a connection ? That's the original quistion I'm asking .
I'm not trying to be an ass I'm just talking to you as I would a friend if I was drinking with him and he asked my advice.
She just wants to know you are there if she needs you for anything, be it emotional support or whatever.
Let someone else deal with her trash and get to working on you. It's a new year, where do you want to be by the end of it?
Think about that, and make it happen. You don't need her.