This is absolutely the hardest thing to deal with. It just stopped. I was the first and last person she spoke to. The times I received a text or a call are the hardest. I literally get a sick feeling in my stomach now. I see so many commonalities in these posts. All the conversations were about her and if she did ask about me I didn't feel comfortable talking about me as I was at peace with my life but not now. Why is this so hard? It didn't help that she was beautiful and sexy and I adored and cared for her kid. I may never be with them again. I mean even if we are friends which she wanted hat kind of friend is she to me? When she cut it I experuenced three major losses in the same week. I had a death in the family and lost a gig I had as well as lost her and her kids. All in one week. I never sat with her to talk about anything. I hope I can recover.
Im sorry that sounds so sad to have happen in one week mine too was who i talked w morn and nite i had the holiday from hell. I thought at moments I just wanted to give up and die. B/u , lost family , r/s w my step daughter , no goodbyes , shut down all we had together , utilities ,bank accts ,gym membership , smear campaign , po box she even closed , med ins, name calling by her & others , she would have shut me out of my home if she could, all 3 days after she left before Christmas . 2 days After Christmas she had her ex want to hit me at the storage unit , and she and her smear campaign came over w the cops. So yes I feel ur pain. It gets better the more u keep yourself from engaging an stay the course to your own recovery .
