Diagnosis + Treatment
The Big Picture
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde? [ Video ]
Five Dimensions of Human Personality
Think It's BPD but How Can I Know?
DSM Criteria for Personality Disorders
Treatment of BPD [ Video ]
Getting a Loved One Into Therapy
Top 50 Questions Members Ask
Home page
Forum
List of discussion groups
Making a first post
Find last post
Discussion group guidelines
Tips
Romantic relationship in or near breakup
Child (adult or adolescent) with BPD
Sibling or Parent with BPD
Boyfriend/Girlfriend with BPD
Partner or Spouse with BPD
Surviving a Failed Romantic Relationship
Tools
Wisemind
Ending conflict (3 minute lesson)
Listen with Empathy
Don't Be Invalidating
Setting boundaries
On-line CBT
Book reviews
Member workshops
About
Mission and Purpose
Website Policies
Membership Eligibility
Please Donate
April 18, 2024, 04:44:39 PM
Welcome,
Guest
. Please
login
or
register
.
1 Hour
5 Hours
1 Day
1 Week
Forever
Login with username, password and session length
Board Admins:
Kells76
,
Once Removed
,
Turkish
Senior Ambassadors:
Cat Familiar
,
EyesUp
,
SinisterComplex
Help!
Boards
Please Donate
Login to Post
New?--Click here to register
Things we can't afford to ignore
Depression: Stop Being Tortured by Your Own Thoughts
Surviving a Break-up when Your Partner has BPD
My Definition of Love. I have Borderline Personality Disorder.
Codependency and Codependent Relationships
89
BPDFamily.com
>
Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+)
>
Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship
> Topic:
Irrational Beliefs
Pages: [
1
]
Go Down
« previous
next »
Print
Author
Topic: Irrational Beliefs (Read 360 times)
billypilgrim
Offline
Gender:
What is your sexual orientation: Straight
Who in your life has "personality" issues: Ex-romantic partner
Relationship status: Separated since 10/2014. Divorce will be finalized 10/2015.
Posts: 266
Irrational Beliefs
«
on:
March 26, 2015, 03:03:12 PM »
The breakup with my ex has brought to light a whole host of irrational beliefs that seem to guide how I navigate life. I've been working on this list for a few days now and plan on discussing these with my T. I think most of these beliefs fall in the "all or nothing" category of thinking, which gives me the heebie jeebies a bit since that's the only way my ex could process and experience the world. Many of these beliefs were drilled into my head from an early age
1.) The belief that being alone means that I am failing or unworthy in someway. If I am not in a relationship, then I am not loved.
Even by just typing that out, I can see how completely irrational that statement is. Especially when you look at things in my life objectively. But making that jump from knowing to believing can be an incredibly slow and frustrating process.
2.) Being asked about my house. This one takes a bit of explanation but essentially I bought the house that my ex and I lived in, though in the interest of fairness, I put her name on it despite her credit history and such actually hurting our rate a bit. When she left, it took months for her to sign the agreement (quit claim deed) in which she said she so desperately wanted to be "happy" again. She eventually signed so the house is now solely in my name. Which leads to the next bit. Her car is also in my name and that same agreement said that she is to refinance the car in her name within 6 months of the execution of said agreement, which was in October 2014. She has one more month to do this. In the meantime, her car has remained on my credit report, thus negatively affecting my debt/income ratio. I would like to sell the house I am in currently for a number of reasons but I feel as though I am trapped a bit by her complete disregard of the separation agreement. But once again, looking objectively at this situation, there really isn't a reason that I cannot go out and list my home. Her car is small financial blip on my overall credit/income so there really isn't anything preventing me from selling the house. Yet, I still feel trapped.
3.) Fear that she isn't BPD. Not sure why I have this fear given her mother is a dBPD and my ex started seeing a psychiatrist shortly after leaving me. Moreover my T is treating me as though she is BPD. But here's where my mind wanders off to sometimes: If she's not BPD, then I failed the relationship. All those things she said to me at the end about how uncompromising and selfish I am are actually true. And if I really am all those things, then I am someone who is as horrible as my NPD grandfather. The one person in this world that I've made a point to never be like.
I have a number of others but I'm realizing that this post is teetering on the "too-long-didn't-read" label so I'll stop here. I do realize that these beliefs are completely irrational but they do seem to influence a lot of my thinking.
Logged
Can You Help Us Stay on the Air in 2024?
Pages: [
1
]
Go Up
Print
BPDFamily.com
>
Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+)
>
Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship
> Topic:
Irrational Beliefs
« previous
next »
Jump to:
Please select a destination:
-----------------------------
Help Desk
-----------------------------
===> Open board
-----------------------------
Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+)
-----------------------------
=> Romantic Relationship | Bettering a Relationship or Reversing a Breakup
=> Romantic Relationship | Conflicted About Continuing, Divorcing/Custody, Co-parenting
=> Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship
-----------------------------
Children, Parents, or Relatives with BPD
-----------------------------
=> Son, Daughter or Son/Daughter In-law with BPD
=> Parent, Sibling, or In-law Suffering from BPD
-----------------------------
Community Built Knowledge Base
-----------------------------
=> Library: Psychology questions and answers
=> Library: Tools and skills workshops
=> Library: Book Club, previews and discussions
=> Library: Video, audio, and pdfs
=> Library: Content to critique for possible feature articles
=> Library: BPDFamily research surveys
Our 2023 Financial Sponsors
We are all appreciative of the members who provide the funding to keep BPDFamily on the air.
12years
alterK
AskingWhy
At Bay
Cat Familiar
CoherentMoose
drained1996
EZEarache
Flora and Fauna
ForeverDad
Gemsforeyes
Goldcrest
Harri
healthfreedom4s
hope2727
khibomsis
Lemon Squeezy
Memorial Donation (4)
Methos
Methuen
Mommydoc
Mutt
P.F.Change
Penumbra66
Red22
Rev
SamwizeGamgee
Skip
Swimmy55
Tartan Pants
Turkish
whirlpoollife
Loading...