I thought it was worth sharing a song/poem I wrote about Borderline and my ex.
I'm always writing songs as it helps me release toxic things, i've wrote so many about him which i haven't shared with him because that would be weird

! so yeah enjoy.
Welcome to Borderland
You took my hand
And welcomed me to borderland
Intimidated by your demand
You said it was wonderland
You said rainbows & flying horses live here
But I see behind the smoke & mirrors
And all i see is pain and empty bottles of beers
Chorus
And one minute its paradise
Next its a living hell
The world of an empty shell
Split me black and white
And lets have a fight
Your life seems just as dark as the night
And nothing i ever say or do
Is ever right in the mind of you
But you said... .
Welcome to Borderland
Welcome to Borderland
And your my Borderline man
You grabbed my hand
And forced me down into Borderland
It feels like quick sand
I thought you said it was wonderland
I thought you said the moon and stars shine here
But i can see through your hopes and fears
And all i see is empty shells and to many tears
Chorus
Walking on egg shells
you made my heart melt
Thats the way you made me feel
Split me black and white
And lets have a fight
Your life seems just as dark as the night
And nothing i ever say or do
Is every right in the mind of you
Welcome to Borderland
Welcome to Borderland
And your my Borderline man
Your impulsive
Reckless
Drinking
Binge eating
Master Bating
Self Hating
Wanna be dead
Put a gun to your head
Your ego has now been fed
Your needs have to be met
But i love you
I f***** love you
My Borderline man
Welcome to Borderland x3