I know I shouldn't have but I looked at my friend 's love interest and saw they got engaged. Every one here knows the feeling in your stomach. I feel it too. I sent him an email to wish them good lucky and to thank him for the good things. I am not sure how to feel, angry or sad. We have been through so much as friends and more and to have someone else walk away with him... .feels sad. I know I was the one who took a plane and left him, but you look back at all we shar ed. .I want to be happy for him, but a part of me feels very sad... .
Heartbreaking. But you do know there is no real future with these ppl right? You know how this ends, be greatful it's not you.
